Thursday, September 01, 2011

Spring.... and stress

Hello all a new season has come. Spring is here. Yesterday was the very last urban life meeting. Six memorable years have come to an end. But with every ending, there is a new beginning. Yesterday wasn't the best day for me. Work pressures have been hard. The struggles of trying to do my best with the huge limitations of bureacacies and hirerachies. There is one particular person at work which drives me nuts. I am not the only one.. and yesterday when she was sitting in a meeting with my team and I, she mentioned that she's a pork chop. And I was 1 milimetre close to saying, 'YES, YOU ARE A BIG PORK CHOP!!' But of course, I held my tongue and maintained my professionalism. I just don't understand why some people simply love to make things hard for everyone. But overall, I am indeed thankful for supportive colleagues and even a good head academic whom I am working with. I just wished my old team leader comes back quickly.

It hasn't been easy the past few days. Pressures of work and camp has finally taken a slight toil on me. I reached a breaking point yesterday but I managed to gather myself. I woke up this morning all ready to go to work and while driving halfway I had this terrible stomach cramps coming. For the first time ever, I decided I think I need to go back home. I'm resting at home now. Gastric, flatulance and a headache isn't the best combination. But as what my dad often says, it's all due to stress. I have been eating but it hasn't been extremely consistant coz' work takes precedance over my timing. So now I have no choice but to rest. Camp is tomorrow so gotta rest up as much as I can for a full on weekend.

The boy just came over to bring lunch. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I know I know I am so blessed. I think people are starting to say, 'Jolyn is a lucky/blessed girl'. Hahaha indeed. But hey, he's blessed also ok.

...I miss my parents too..... no more home cooked meals and laundry done! Meh..!



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